d-,-b

Things and events in life don’t usually land according to what you wish for.
It sometimes less than what you dream of or completely outright opposite of it. So what do I do if things don’t happen my way?
I still continue all the plans I have for what I wish for, expecting almost nothing in return. I don’t want to hold back myself for not doing everything possible and exhaust all my might to achieve what I wish. I want to satisfy myself that I did and give everything I could to reach it. I don’t want to look back on this when I get older and regret that I could have done this and that for what I wish for.
Yeah, I know its not easy to just accept the fact that things don’t go your way. It hurts so bad that I even think that I’m a pathetic and worthless person. Sometimes the pain will be untolerable and could make you breakdown and cry. This is the time that reality makes you realize, in your face, that you can’t  have everything. But what the heck, this what makes you a better person! Life expects you to learn from this experience and you should be able learn to compensate on what you have rather than contemplate on what you could/don’t have. Life is like that, you just have to deal with it.

I’ll end this with two quotes from Harry Potter books…

“What’s comin’ will come and we’ll meet it when it does”
-Hagrid

“Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery.”
-Dumbledore

Lunchbreak

“Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.”

I stumble on this quote while I was looking for something to read while i’m having my ‘lunch break’ on my second day of night shift mode. I know its an old quote… Wala lang, naalala ko lang yung movie. Still amaze me everytime i watch it and even think if I could pull off things like the guy did in the movie for his girl.. someday i hope. heck, i even checked the site of PAG-ASA if they have something like ‘name/buy a star’ thing that can be done locally.. ;-p Talk about the side effects of working at night/dawn, alone. Gives me alot of time to think, and sometimes end up hurting myself for thinking too much..

<place favorite scene/lines from the movie here>

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“My heart may grew tired, but it won’t give up.
No matter how bruised or wounded may I be, I’m still gonna be there for you.
I hope by now you know that..”

Komikantolados

tambay1: ano ng gagawin mo ngaun?
tambay2: wala.. may dapat ba akong gawin?
tambay1: ewan ko sayo, di ka ba nahihirapan sa ganyang sitwasyon?
tambay2: lolokohin lang kita pag sinabi kong di ako nahihirapan..
tambay1: o ayun naman pala e.. so hahayaan mo nalang na ganyan hanggang sa mawala?
tambay2: di ko alam, di sa gusto kong mawala pero mahirap pag naiisip ko na yung mga bagay na gusto kong mangyayari e parang wala ding pupuntahan..
tambay2: mas mahirap ngaun kase mas nararamdaman ko na parang ang layo na, yung tipong bibili ka ng tsitserya sa isang tindahang pasara na..
tambay1: ano?! di ko na-gets.. ulit!
tambay2: haay.. basta un! para kasing nagbago na e..di na tulad ng dati..
tambay1: siempre un ang makikita mo.. pero naisip mo ba na malamang e may dahilan kung bakit nasa ganyan kang sitwasyon ngaun?
tambay2: oo naman.. kaya nga tinatanggap ko nalang kung anong meron ngaun e.  mahirap, pero kelangan matutunan ko.. kase alam kong may rason kung baket ganto ngaun.. wala akong magagawa..
tambay1: kase wala ka namang K na umangal at magreklamo noh.. tanggapin mo nalang..
tambay2: ganon nga.. nalulungkot lang ako, di ako nagrereklamo.. parang pinagpipilitan ko na ata sarili ko, sa tingin mo?
tambay1: di naman, mahal mo e.. ganon talaga..
tambay2: sana lang di ako nagiging pabigat..
tambay1: sana nga..